lost

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World’s full of enthusiastic beings

and amidst it I feel like getting lost

Stumbling around little things

my mismanaged emotions burst

I will not blame anyone for it

Instead my overreacting hormone

which is sensible against little of stimuli

and my brain conveys a note unknown

I hear a distorted sound like in an old television

somewhere deep within me

Which leads a reality and dream collision

from where I quicker want to flee

I would like to clarify you my dear reader

that I am not high at all presently

But sometimes gloomy time will make life a little scattered

as nothing in this universe goes perfectly

-Shreeya Shrestha

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