canvas of mother nature

 

Being this delusionary kid, so used to breathing the polluted 'synonym-chaotic' city air within these four walls, stepping less of outside probably has constructed my bones and tissues to forget the roots of mother nature. So, in order to escape the suffocation of mundane daily chores and chaos, I went out with my family for a short trip. It was a much-needed break and i came back with my heart biologically pumped with increased oxygen saturation content but poetically my heart being full of love, and all lighten up with so much of peace and calmness. 

Location: Thani Mai, Bandipur

We went for a hike and i am so not used to it. Well, I clearly accept that I lack physical exercise and my lungs, my little alveoli, they weren't able to accept that I would out of nowhere need a ton of ATP to climb this mountain and they got to work more than they've done for couple of months all at once. (dear reader, please take care of your physical and mental health as well) So, I was gasping all out of breath, but I didn't give up. I am a hustler bro; it was tough but convinced myself its gonna be worth it and aint no force stopping me. I was little worried for my parents, but we all did a good job. Then it was all worth it. The layers of mountains crisscrossing each other having plain all lustrous green base with little houses and the blue sky fading with setting sun was just like a canvas. That was one of the moments where I really wanted to stop the track of time and just stare the beautiful sight for hours and hours. My often-loaded mind with numerous thoughts was unloaded to nothingness but just let my brain perceive the scene and just be lost. I am so little like I often overthink and stress my mind but when I came their it was a view of realization that I am this little piece of brat, and the world is way too big and broad and one day we are just nothing. I am up on this freaking hill away from my world of study tables and books and phones and medias and I have this adrenaline rush like just to scream out loud, laugh, smile and just drown in this overflow of emotions. It was so calm; on the west side we had step farming like folded green sheets over the lap of white mountains seen in traces within the cover of mist. The old architectures of homes and all happy people do make me want to leave all the city chaos and runaway be a countryside girl all by herself. I see less of its possibilities now, but probability is still there in future. Maybe in my retirement days where I have nothing to worry about and waiting for death, being in this place and wish to have a good painting skill back then so trying to imperfectly capture the view, sipping black tea, already in heaven dude. 

Yes, and before marching down, I hugged a tree probably 80 years old, God damn it, I am a very awkward hugger, but we are not enlarging this conversation here. Yeah, woods rough but the emotions I had is nonetheless than a next human. We both living, we breathe, and we are all rooted. My dear reader, please hug a tree when you are amidst any new places and most importantly feel it, less caring about the judgements of people seeing you hug a tree. You know the tree you are giving a hug wont judge you but give you a feeling and fill you with a bliss. So, we a bunch of huggers and exchanger of emotions. Having the main character energy. 

This short trip gave me a lot of insights of living, being close to mountains, observing greens and the countryside life of limited numbers and resources whether it would be the curvy highway lanes of nature, to group of women on their way to fetch water with a melancholy local song, to underage kids constructing roads under scorching heat, to isolated homes in between nothing but hills, to people not being on phones and having real conversations with folks next door, to different stories and tales far from the buzz of busyness wrapped up by the most wonderful canvas of mother nature. Now as i stop to type more of this, I am back to my bizness reminiscing the memories i earned. Give yourself a break for some time to wander around more of the creation and you will know you are just a tiny piece and somewhere, someone in their worse but still working, appreciating what they got. okay, goodbye. this much for today. have a nice day.